Well I did it. I woke up this morning and was choking and i couldnt swollow. I was pissed. So i called the dr, feeling bad because i know there are plenty people more sick than me exspecaily with that nasty H1N1 flu crap. I called and they said come on in we will fit you in as soon as we can.

So i went. Waited for a 1/2 hour--waiting room was PACKED! I had to stand. I felt gross just being there. Finaly they said my name..i get up and unfor had to get weight. So i told the nurse what was wrong. I told her i havent been able to swollow in 5 days, my throat is killing, but i highly doubt its strep throat. And i proceeded to tel her that im pretty positive i have bladder infection.

Ok..she brings me back to my room, and she wants me to be in a cup..ok...i dont have to pee. So she kindly brings me water...which i could hardly drink being it hurt so bad to swollow. So i went...barly. Came back to my room, and i sat. Here comes this seriouse faced doctor in the room(i quickly put my cell phone away-i felt dumb)and she asked me why i was there and whats going on, as i started to explain..she said did you pee in the cup...i said ya. She said did they swob your throat, i said no...with out saying one word to me she turned around and walked back out the door. At this point im thinking...THIS CLINIC IS SO RUDE...everyone in there is just RUDE! I was angery...tired..cause i havent slept in 2 days!

She comes back in...swobs my throat, and im balling..cause im sorry it hurt. BAD! (for those who dont me, id rather puke for 5 weeks straight then to have strep throat, or anything wrong with my throat in general. pain in throat=wont eat or drink for weeks till gone) Anywaz...she got done, wipped my tear off my cheek, and said jokingly, i know it hurts, want a lolli pop. I busted out laughing. Then she leaves...so im waiting there txting on my celly, and the she reappears. :(

So she checked my breathing...and then my ears....my right ear is so inflammed she said from my sinus infection. I said what....i have a sinus infection..she said um ya. She said hunny is pretty bad. :( She said its pretty sever. She said you dont have strep throat :) (thank god because i would of died) I said i kinda figured i didnt. So that takes care of that, so i thought. She told me tht i have chronic sinusitus? WE that means. Then she told me that on top of my sinus infection i have bad allergys. Ok...i move to TN and all this crap happend to me. WTH! I wanna go back home where allergys arent a part of you normal daily living. lol.

Ok so that was that part....now the part that im going to tell you about is the worst thing in the world. You ever go to the dr and tell them something hurts, and they hit it, or squeeze it or just be mean to it? Well get this...she told me to lay down...which HURT BTW.. so i layed down...can you guess wht she did next? Yeppp. . . She did it. She pushed soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo hard on my bladder...i screamed! Yep...i screamed. LOUD! And then started crying. She said...yep..you have a bladder infection..im like...HEY THANKS FOR INFORMING ME OF SOMETHING I ALREADY KNEW GD!!!!!!!!!!

So i left out of there with 2 prescriptions. Anitbotics and allergy meds.

MY DAYS SUCKS. Im in pain..and i dont want to just lay around all day. But seriously..i can hardly move. I had to sit at walmart. Couldnt walk around. No i had to sit.

Im so sick of being sick. Im sick of always having sinus infections. Im so sick of having (im pretty sure i dont care who read this it includes girl problems) bladder/uti/yearst infections! Im sick of being diabetic. Im sick of just being sick. :( !  I just want this to all go away. I want to wake up one day and just be like..hey im healthy, beautiful and skinny, and ya! RIGHTTTTTTTTTTTTT!

Ok i think im going to go lay down now. And cry. And possiably...eat a damn chocolate bar! :( LATA